An Ode to the Mumbaites who lost their lives to the blast!

 As i sit here in this local train
Things float in my mind
about how to make my dear ones life better everyday

I wud toil from morn to dusk
and wait to see her smile at the door
when she finds me home

I wud cuddle up to my kids
tell them stories & sing them their songs
Yeah Papa is there baby, u sleep on....

I wud make my parents every wish come true
Coz thats the least i can do
I wud give them pleasures of a better life
for the dreams & wishes they have sacrificed

I wud someday see the world
when i have the money after fullfillin all my duties
I wud decorate my wife with all the jewels she need
n her adoring smile will fill my heart with glee

There did i hear this loud bang around me?
I felt i died then but is this just my feeling?
i dont see them looking at me lying here in this corner
as they separate the dead from the living...

I see a guy looking down at me
he looks me in the eye with a sadness i've never seen
I wonder why he is sad looking at me
Is my face alrite or is something missing in me?

He turns to his friend now close by
Tells him "its sad"...n lets out a sigh
N says "This is the seventh body i am picking tonite"
There i lie motionless as they speak
As their words blast my only hope to live, to smithereens

My soul hasnt died but my body has...
but i wud look upon from the heaven onto my dear ones
until someday they are safe with me in paradise...

.......Adios Amigos!

With You

long disturbing waits
longings all the while
for u to mine .........just mine

wish i was there rite now
sitting in ur car
driving with u on that highway
holding ur rite hand

talking abt things we like
talking abt wat we are gonna do tonite
seeing u blush all the while
imagining u with just that crinky smile

ur touch ur body ur soul next to me
only wishing time wud be kind to me
make me ur bride for life
as v fite separation with all our mite

this wait i know will see no end
this hopes i know will never be done
this wants of mine is rite now just logged
deep into my crazy heart

does a man need a woman to be complete
or a woman need a man to feel she is loved
but i know one thing for real
that i want u to be my man to complete my circle of life....

When wait kills!!!

thoughts stop
moments stall
in between the whole chaos

this life that i've had
love is all that i'd to share
no time for pity no time for cry
this love is all i've in my life

the moment u came into life
it has not known a day of sorrow
though there've been moments i cried
but then they're not for the loss of joy

missing u in every breath
i wish words cud say more
i failed at times to impress myself
with the vocabulary that i know

ur love i can see is pure
its divine and its real
i dont want to loose it ever
i wanna keep this time still

i know i cud b selfish at times
but this life is so mean dont u find
that the one i want the most
is the one i cant have!!!!

Death Counterpart!!

Am living in a strange reality
everything in shades of grey
life is not wat i planned to live
the whole meaning is going down in vain

thought of giving u a visit dear lord
asking u wat rong have i done this time
cant the sins be forgiven
n my life be spun around

this pain inside me is so unbearable at times
this dual life i live in cant see the lite
have i done something so hateful
that this life has to be like that

Ode to Time?

this came about when i was sleeping in bed and just aiming my eyes at the clock.....so no price for guessing the inspiration?

Tick Tock Tick Tock
the clock seconds never stops
Pulling n Spinning us into some lifeless warp

Dominates the time we spend in love
Demonish the time we put in work
Every soul wishing it had a better time on this earth

Quantity Time & Quality Time the definitions they keep
Y time is so vicious Y cant v just let it be

Calculating time spent on self as time lost
If time is so precious then y cant v trade it all

This time my skill (on poetry) have totally gone to the dogs
But why bother about time
Its mine wasted n if ur reading this crap then also urs!!!

Loneliness

life is changing
slowly arch towards the lonely side of gloom
starving for some magic to happen
and awaiting my next zoom

happy moments falling
amazing how fast it does
before i catch them in my palm
it bites the dust

is this life like this for real
or have i been missing the real deal

lot of time wasted
nothing much unbended
will things ever change before my hope swells
crazy that i think this will last

since the happiness i had was gone in a blast
so will this loneliness be a company
or will it just be another test