Loneliness

life is changing
slowly arch towards the lonely side of gloom
starving for some magic to happen
and awaiting my next zoom

happy moments falling
amazing how fast it does
before i catch them in my palm
it bites the dust

is this life like this for real
or have i been missing the real deal

lot of time wasted
nothing much unbended
will things ever change before my hope swells
crazy that i think this will last

since the happiness i had was gone in a blast
so will this loneliness be a company
or will it just be another test